From Fear To Love
I woke up today in a place full of gratitude with new hope. I made a decision yesterday, to STOP listening to the voices in my head telling me I’m not good enough, I don’t have what it takes to create the life I love, I have to keep sacrificing my passion for the life I had already chosen and I shifted that fear… to FIRE.
Once that decision was made, the signs began to appear. I took my daughter to school and the first song playing on the radio? Faith by George Michael. “Because I gotta have faith, faith, faith” I just laughed and said… I HEAR YOU! I have faith.
I changed the radio station and the next song playing is “What a Feeling” by Irene Cara from the movie, Flashdance. The words I heard at that moment it tuned in?
Take Your Passion
And Make It Happen
My biggest fear of success has always been all or nothing thinking. I had it stuck in my head that in order to be a good Wife, Mom and Nani, I had to sacrifice my passions that would require me to spend time away from my family, at times. I carried this crazy idea because of social conditioning by society.
My Mother was a stay at home Mom and raised five children. She was always home to take care of us, the home and provide us with unconditional love. I thought having a family meant that I had to give up my dreams, for the benefit of the family. I thought it would always have to be one or the other… my family life, or my passion. I love being a Wife, Mom & Nani more than anything in the world but still; I know there is something SO much bigger I am here to do.
I broke DOWN yesterday. I mean, crying so hard my throat hurt and blubbering like a child because I KNOW in my heart what I am here to do but, I was afraid to sacrifice my family life for it. I talked at length with my dear friend Karen, who lovingly explained to me that I CAN have both. STOP making it about me and DO what I am here to do! Everything will fall into place and everyone around me will benefit as a result.
I pulled up the video of What a Feeling on YouTube and listened to the words from the beginning, with a WHOLE new understanding. I heard the words for the first time ever:
You Can Have It All
Tears streaming down my face, I turned a corner and a car was RIGHT in my face with 333 on the license plate followed by the number 5 after; which signifies change.
I had to look up the meaning of 333 and re-read what I already knew it was communicating to me:
Number 333 resonates with the vibrations and energies of number 3, appearing three times, tripling its influences. Number 3 relates to encouragement, assistance, communication, freedom, adventure, exuberance, inspiration, creativity, social, easy-going, the visionary, humour, energy, growth, expansion, the principles of increase, expression, openness, spontaneity, broadminded thinking, optimism, kindness, speech, faith, hope and charity, culture, wit, fun-loving, freedom-seeking, brave, adventurous, exuberant, brilliant, non-confrontational, an open-channel, free-form, rhythm, love of pleasure, joy, art, passion, surprise, intelligence, sensitivity, psychic ability, society and being socially conscious, self-expression, affability, enthusiasm, youthfulness, enlivening, imagination, manifestation and manifesting your desires. Number 3 is the essence of the Trinity – mind, body, spirit and is the threefold nature of Divinity. Number 3 symbolizes the principle of ‘growth’ and signifies that there is a synthesis present – that imagination and an outpouring of energy is in action. Number 3 represents the principle of increase, expansion, growth and abundance on the physical, emotional, mental, financial and spiritual levels. Number 3 also resonates with the Ascended Masters (great spiritual teachers who once walked upon the Earth, as well as various religions’ deities.) Number 3 = the ‘Jesus connection’.
Angel Number 333 tells you that the Ascended Masters are near you. They have responded to your prayers and wish to help and assist you in your endeavours and with serving your life purpose and soul mission.
Angel Number 333 encourages you to be creative, social and communicative and use your natural abilities and talents to empower yourself and uplift and enlighten others as your lightworking abilities and life mission are to be utilized for the good of all. Keep a positive attitude about yourself, others and the world in general in order to manifest peace, love and harmony. Have faith in humanity as a whole and the future of our world. Live your truths and express yourself with clarity, purpose and love, and be a positive light to others.
Use your natural communicative and lightworking skills to aid, assist and serve others in positive and uplifting ways.
It’s time to take myself out of the equation. They always say your life purpose is connected to doing things that excite you and do what you would do, even if you weren’t getting paid to do it. Then, I received this sign from my Archangel Michael app:
It amazes me how we receive so much guidance when we are open to receiving the answers we seek!
All I have to keep in mind now, is?
This whole experience is NOT about me. I am here to make a difference in the lives of others. I am here to use the story of my life, as a teaching tool for others! I didn’t go through all the motions of learning these lessons, just to benefit myself. I am here to teach people the techniques I have accumulated in my toolbox, to help others overcome their adversities, as well! DUH! These tools are priceless and I was taught these lessons for a reason WAY bigger than myself. Talk about an energy shift!
Today I declare a new beginning. A beginning of something GREAT.